Halfway Point

So we've reached the halfway point of the year. To quote the comic book man, "worst half year ever." Fuck me. I've gone from almost engaged with child, to not having a girlfriend and no longer with child. Now I've got people talking shit about my game? That's funny. A little while ago I was told I used to be feared, but what have I won lately? Yeah, I haven't played much all year. That's because I didn't have to. But ever so slowly I'm coming back.

I heard this song by TI today, called No Matter What. I like that song. It reminds me a lot of my current situation.

neva have ya seen in ya lifetime
a more devine southern rapper wit a swag like mine
facin all kind of time
but smile like im fine
brag with such passion and shine without trying
believe me pain's a small thing to a giant
i was born without a dime
out tha gutta i climbed
spoke my mind
and didnt stutter one time
ali say even the greatest gotta suffer some time
so i huff and puff rhymes
lyrics so sick wit it
set the standard in atlanta
how to get get get it
so you up imcoming rappers wanna dis just kill it
imma officially the realest
point blank period
whether i still live in the hood or juss visit
whateva you can do in the hood i done did it
thats why the dope boys and the misfits feel it
this still his city as long as tip living.

(Chorus)
i aint dead (naw)
i aint done (naw)
i aint scared (of what!)
i aint run ( from who!)
but still i stand (yeah)
no matterr what people here i am... (Yeah)
no matter what remember
I aint break (neva)
I aint fold (neva)
They hate me mo’ ( so!)
Yeah I know… (haha)
Here I go (yeah)
No matter what shawty here I go (hah)
No matter what shawty

you let the blog sites and the magazines tell it
im sho to be in jail till 2027
rather see me in a cell
in stead of this new McLaren
god'll take you through hell just to get you to heaven
so even know its heavy the load i will carry
grin and still bear it
win and still share it
apologies to the fans i hope you can understand it
life can change ya directions
even when you aint planned it
all you can do is handle it
the worst thing you could do is panic
use it to your advantage
avoid insanity manage to conquer
every obstacle
make impossible possible
even when winnings illogical
losing's still far from optional
yeah they wanna see you shot up in the hospital
but one life throw punches, block ya counter like a boxer do
been locked inside mi casa too long
I did a song to make it known that the king lives on

(Chrous)

Even in sollitude
theres still no hotter dude
I show you how to do
What you do
You aint got a clue
All you do is follow dudes
Sound like a lot of dudes
I weather whateva storm
Make it out without a bruise
I understand why
Now wit my hands tied
Dey take shots cause if im out there it’s a land slide
But revenge is best served as a cold dish
and suckas will get served you better know this
guess it was understood for me it was over with
but I don’t quit if ya aint notice yet
they couldn’t wait to say good night shawty
so they can try to rhyme act and look like shawty
go get a beat from Toomp? and make a hook like shawty
before ya know it im back
what it look like shawty
I lost my partna and my daughter in the same year
Somehow I rise above my problems and remain here
Yeah and I hope the picture painted clear
If ya heart filled with faith then ya cant fear
Wonder how I face years and im still chillen
Easy,let go and let god deal wit it

HBO

HBO takes another look at Baltimore with this new documentry.

El Oh El Cashaments

So last night at about 12am I decided to see if I could pull of this 24 table thing for a couple hours. Well, I can pull off 24 tables of regular speed, and 18 tables of speed. Since I get more hands an hour with speeds I ran with that. The only problem I had was computer slow down. Apperently that many tables+holdem manager+auto hotkey=slowing down computer response time. That actually really sucked because at some points I would time out in my hands because the table was slow at popping up. Considering that plus me having to respond to 3 or 4 other tables=timing out. Here are my results of playing 18 tables of 25NL.

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That is roughly 4.5 hours worth of work. Amazingly, I would have loved that much money about 6 years ago and now it's just pocket change. Regardless, the fact that I pulled 19 bb/100 hands playing this many tables is pretty fucking hot. So from here on out, as a change of pace, I will ride this cash thing out. For two reasons-1)If I'm as good as I think I am, I can make sooooooooo much money. For now I will start out low. Every couple of days I will move up a level. Every 20k hands. Whick should be about every 2 days. So by the end of next week I'll be at NL200 or so. 2)I'm sick of playing 12 hour sessions continuously. I enjoy taking breaks.

Top 5 Songs

So I'm bored. I have nothing to do. List time. So these are my current top 5 songs in my ipod.Ja

1)My Love-Justin Timberlake-One of the best songs in a long time in my opinion. I don't think I ever heard a song that sounds like it, it really is amazing. I think that is what I enjoy about Timberland's music, it's always different. You also can't hate on the TI rap cameo.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shUhLVz-9D0

2)Encore- Jay Z and Linkin Park-Obvious classic.


3)Hiphop Saved my Life-Lupe Fiasco-Pretty sweet song I can't get out of my head. Sort of reminds me of my current situation although not really at all. Ha.


4)Homecoming-Kanye West-Another Kanye hit clearly. This song reminds me so much of Baltimore and Barbie. It's funny, I bet could rewrite this song to reflect my exact situation. It of course would be a hit as well.


5)Maneater-remix-Nelly Furtado featuring Lil'Wayne-It's hot. Nothing more to say.

Penquins VS Redwings

This is clearly the greatest hockey game ever played. Zomg.

Snoop Why?

Baltimore's own, Felicia "Snoop" Pearson, has officially sold out. Felicia who gained fame via The Wire is now appearing in awful rap videos. How do you go from what Stephen King proclaimed as "The most feared female villain on tv," to a T-Pain video? Seriously Snoop why? You are beloved in your home town. Please stop.


How do you go from this?


To a fucking T-Pain video?

Ship WSOP ME Seat

Ship it.